Juwayriya Adwan, 12, Khan Younis
It has been 24 months since I stepped into a real classroom. Two years since I listened to the start-of-class signal at the institution I attended, occupied my place and participated actively during my preferred subject. At times I still vividly remember the familiar scents and noises: writing residue, pencil shavings, laughter echoing down the halls. But my learning place was destroyed; it was struck shortly after the conflict started. My books were burned, and some of my friends killed.
I was in the fifth year on that fateful day: the concluding day I went to school. That early hours, air raid sirens blared through the corridors. Some students wept, others held hands tightly. Our instructor sought to soothe, but even she sounded shaky. I remember wishing for a normal day; lessons, recess, a verse presentation. Instead, that day marked the end of my old life.
Hostilities have claimed innumerable aspects. But the toughest sacrifice of all is schooling, because that is the loss of the future itself.
Now I reside with my mother and father, siblings and sister in a crowded shelter in this coastal area. The tent walls flap in the wind, keeping neither cold nor heat away. We line up for nourishment and hydration. Energy access is fantasy and personal space is absent. Hope feels fragile.
At evening, I observe the night lights through the openings of my temporary home and ponder if my peers see the identical heavens. Some reach out when they manage, expressing they long for education and have kept their former exercise books; like relics of a vanished time. I feel guilty because I’ve misplaced all of mine.
I once aspired to pursuing pedagogy to support Gaza’s children acquire knowledge, even when life was hard. Now I hope for being a journalist – to write, to speak and to reveal the world what it represents to be a minor in this region. I want to narrate our accounts of apprehension and need, but also bravery. Because even amid these conditions, amid loss and destruction, our words continue.
When there’s some internet, I endeavor to educate myself online. On other occasions, I attend a modest shelter where volunteers teach us math and Arabic. The sessions are brief – the energy supply stops or the bombing resumes but in those moments, I sense being. I recollect who I was: the girl who cherished arithmetic and verse, who was convinced learning could change the world.
Conflict has claimed innumerable things; our residences, learning centers and relatives. I mourned my paternal relative, his wife, and their offspring. I said goodbye to my beloved urban area, my previous home, which is merely debris now. But the most painful deprivation of all is schooling, because that is the loss of the future itself.
To the world, I express this: preserve our aspirations. We don’t want pity, we demand measures. Gaza’s children merit books, learning environments and security. Education is not optional, it is a fundamental entitlement. Gaza is not just ruins; it is children who still dream amid unmanned aircraft at night. It is my narrative and I will continue writing, even if all I have left is a broken pencil and a fragment of ripped sheet.
Naglaa Weshah, 40, teacher in a refugee camp
I have been instructing in this area for over ten years. Originally in that urban area, then in a different town, and currently in the central camp in the middle of the territory. In pre-conflict times, I regularly instructed multiple groups of about dozens of learners, hundreds of eager students enthusiastic about knowledge.
Teaching them was my purpose and joy in existence, and I still recall the gleam in a learner's look when a knowledge was acquired; the kind of moment every educator lives for.
I always was convinced learning should be full of life. My learning environment was a area of amusement, creativity, and activity. We designed geographical illustrations, acted out historical events, and turned lessons into stories.
Merriment always filled the room as interest displaced fear. Indeed, even in earlier times, local youth were always scared. My learning environment was a place of safety but after the seventh, all was altered.
My educational institution became a refuge for relatives running from the explosives. Soon, it was struck and totally demolished. There are very few schools still erect in this area now. For this period, all has been unusual. The war has shattered every part of our lives: security, homes, learning places, dreams. Fear and grief are ever-present realities.
Many of my students are now dead – youth who talked about aspiring to be medical professionals, artists, and educators. They were deprived even the privilege of living. Those who remain live with malnutrition, displacement and weariness – and yet, they still maintain the will to learn.
At times, when the connectivity permits, I receive messages from a handful of them. They contact questioning: “Are you OK, teacher?” We exchange concise phrases, short lessons, tiny sparks of interaction amid the turmoil. They question if things will ever revert to standard. I state to them I don’t know.
All over Gaza, educators, volunteers and charities endeavor education wherever possible: in tents, ruined educational areas, or packed refuges. Learning has become an demonstration of perseverance, a way to declare: “Our presence continues.” And so long as we keep acquiring knowledge, we will endure.
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